| Love, Love, Love |
[Aug. 18th, 2009|12:49 am] |
I went to my cousin Erin’s wedding on Saturday, and it was a great time had by all! I missed everyone and we should try to get together more often, especially when they are in Toronto. Dave and Mikey were saying how Dallas and I should be the next couple to get married, and were even going to fix the bouquet toss so that I would be the one to catch it, but we ended up leaving before that happened.. That sucks.. sorry guys! And Sean, Kevin and the others talked to us a lot and really get along with Dallas which is great! None of my family were too keen on my ex’s David and Duncan (but then again who was? lol). He and CJ also were talking alone when I was hanging out with Eric and Christine, and they had a really good talk, so I guess it’s like he finally has an older brother. I tried my best growing up with him, but I was a sister, so it’s great that Dallas is around… I have an older sister in Debbie, and she is very supportive and I can’t wait to see her again too! Also my parents love him, and his mom loves me (I haven’t met his dad in person yet, but we have talked on the phone a couple of times, and I hope we can go up to Elliot Lake sometime soon to see him).. I know I finally have the right guy, and I am so lucky that he’s stuck by me through it all, as I have stuck by him. Thank you so much hon! Xoxoxoxo
I heard this song coming home today, and it made me smile!
Air Supply, “Even The Nights Are Better”:
I, I was the lonely one
Wondering what went wrong
Why love had gone
And left me lonely
I, I was so confused
Feeling like Id just been used
Then you came to me
And my loneliness left me
I use to think I was tied to a heartache
That was the heartbreak
But now that Ive found you
(chorus)
Even the nights are better
Now that were here together
Even the nights are better
Since I found you
Even the days are brighter
When someone you loves beside you
Even the nights are better
Since I found you
You, you knew just what to do
Cause you had been lonely too
And you showed me how
To ease the pain
And you did more
Than mend a broken heart
Cause now youve made a fire start
And i, I can see that you feel
The same way
I used to think I was tied to a heartache
That was the heartbreak
But now that Ive found you
(repeat chorus)
In conclusion: Dallas is the bomb, yo!
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| Cute Kittehs, Biotches and Kit Kat bars, oh my! |
[Jul. 23rd, 2009|08:05 pm] |
 I love cute kittehs, and thats why I'm going back next week.... Kittehs are the best!.. but you know what is cooler? An army of kittens... who have spikes!! AWESOME!!!
Wow….
I have been volunteering with this lady (let’s call her biotch) for a couple of weeks at the cat shelter, and I really don’t like her.. I don’t like her even more now.. (Sometimes I wish I had a gun.. but again.. thank god for Xanax!)
Today was really crappy, all rainy and just miserable when I was going there. Now normally I would walk through the forest and listen to my mp3 player, but today I took the bus.
I get there around 9:15am (I got up before 8am, and I an NOT a morning person.. my family can tell you this, but its for the kitties!), and normally biotch is there, but wasn’t, so I was thinking that maybe the rain had delayed her, or maybe she wasn’t coming in at all...and even though I don’t like her, I still hoped she was coming in, so I didn’t have to do all the work by myself.
I get started on taking care of one cat’s needs (letting them out of cage, feeding them, cleaning the litter box, bed, and cage, and then putting them back in after they have run around for a bit) in both rooms, and after I had finished with the 3rd cat, biotch finally shows up. I was actually kind of glad to see her, but that feeling didn’t last for too long….
As usual, she emptied the litter out of every box, even though we are told to only do that if the box is really dirty, then clean it and add new litter… (we’re a cat SHELTER not a prestige cat hotel who rely on donations from the public, so we can’t waste litter like that if we don’t have too.. and of course all that wasted litter goes into a big garbage bag that no one can really lift, and yet I seem to have to carry them to the bin a lot.. Today I told her, I’m not going to do it, it was too heavy, and she said “okay, we’ll leave it for the next person”.. umm yeah, you filled it, you made it that heavy, you should take it out, and not leave it for the next person, which is so unfair! I even felt bad I couldn’t lift it)
So it took forever to get the cats in both rooms taken care of, and she was really starting to get on my nerves, it just got worse, to the point where when I was alone in the office down the hall, I screamed “fuck!”, but not too loud, I mean I’m mental, but not that mental! Ha! So, I came back to the shelter rooms, took a Xanax and just sat down for a bit.
She also doesn’t pay much attention to the wall in the back room, where it lists all the cats who can’t be left out, or left out with other cats, and those who need medication.. and she lets out both the cats that are injured when I was in the office, even though it was written it big block letters not too.. What a fucking moron!
Then when we were FINALLY cleaning up (this was 2pm, shortly before the next shift was supposed to start!!!) we still hadn’t given medication to the cats who needed it, and she said it was too late, and she was leaving…..(ummm she’s pretty smart eh? lol) So while I was in the back room getting the meds ready, she lets out two cats who weren’t supposed to be out that afternoon, it was supposed to be another cat! Fucked up again, eh biotch?!! So then she left and I had to squirt eye drops into Spencer’s infected eye, and squirt a laxative into Amanda’s mouth, all on my own, when it requires another person to hold the cats while we do it…Then I put the two cats back into their cages, and let out the cat who was supposed to be out. Then one of the adoption officers showed up as I was getting ready to leave, and she couldn’t believe I was still there….I laughed it off, saying yeah it was a long day, but on the inside I felt like crying… I finally left, alive and barely sane, so I thought I would reward myself by going the variety store and getting a really big Kit Kat bar. (“have a break, have a Kit Kat”… never has that ad made more sense to me than today!)
The weather had cleared up by then, but there was no way in hell that I felt like walking home (I had already put over 9,500 steps on my pedometer walking around the shelter rooms and the office!), so I took the bus, came home and relaxed for a bit before starting on 4 loads of laundry... I just now had a shower and can really relax.. Man I wish I had another Kit Kat bar!!
Moral of the story, and my post: If you are more concerned about your social life then the welfare of animals (especially when it comes to staying a couple of hours than normal and giving them their medication) and are a neat freak and a perfectionist….you REALLY shouldn’t be working in a shelter.. I dunno, try sewing in your spare time if you’re bored, I mean fuck! And I get to see her again next week.. Lucky me! AHHHHHHH! Like I said, I do it for the kitties, and I would stay all day if it meant making sure ALL of their needs and wants were taken care of, not just SOME of them, so I could leave in time to be home for Oprah! I still want to get into the field of animal care, and I’m looking forward to taking the course at Sheridan and meeting my future classmates, but I just hope that after I’m done volunteering here that I never have to see biotch again…
I really should tell the person in charge how this biotch is a complete fucktard and shouldn't be there, but like I said, we're a shelter, and need all the help we can get.. and I know the other volunteers are easier to work with and actually have a clue as to what to do...so I shouldn't really tattle tale, or should I? I dunno...
And how was your day?
Amers the Crazy Kitteh Lady
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| It's been a while since I was your man..... |
[Jul. 15th, 2009|09:14 pm] |
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Hey, So it’s been a while since I posted last, so here goes it…. Dallas and I have now been together over 2 years… wow! That is my longest relationship ever, and it hasn’t been the easiest one, but it’s good…. I love him very much! We might do some traveling before the summer is over, especially to see his father up North. I don’t know what to get him for his bday in Aug, any ideas? We have been doing a lot of walking downtown, which is good, it just sucks that there is a garbage strike in Toronto, I hope it is over soon! I’m going back to college in September for Animal Care at Sheridan College. I will be doing a reduced course load, and instead of completing it in just 1 year, it may take me up to 2 years to finish.. this way I can concentrate on each course better, and still keep take care of my mom and the apartment when my dad is away at work all winter long.. I have met some great friends who will be in that program, and the Vet Tech program, and I can’t wait to meet them all in person.. It’s going to be a blast! I joined a Wellness class with some members of my hospital group, and we work out at the cardio gym twice a week, and also learn some stuff about nutrition.. It’s almost over, and I actually put on 2 lbs since it started, but I will work out harder now in the last couple of weeks, and hopefully will look and feel better for when I start school. As for my concert going lately, I missed two Ron Sexsmith shows in June because I didn’t have a credit card in time for the presale, and it sold out… Evey really wanted to meet us, but we’ll still see her another time for sure! A couple of weeks ago, some friends and I went to see Crash Karma, who are the new Canadian supergroup with members of the Tea Party, I Mother Earth, Our Lady Peace and Zygote.. That was a cool show, and we were right in the front row! I wish they had merchandise, but they are still so new that their CD and merchandise has not been finalized yet. I will defiantly see them again when they come back here. Not sure what else to say, I live a boring life eh? lol |
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| OMG THIS IS AWESOME!!!! |
[Mar. 20th, 2009|10:35 pm] |
It's Ron Sexsmith's "Gold In Them Hills" set to a video montage of President Obama.. I love it so much that I cried a little!! The song and the video go so well together! We love you Obama.. You make me wish I was an American!! xoxoxxo
This song always cheers me up when I'm feeling depressed, and I love this video!!
www.youtube.com/watch
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| Dallas's surgery......OCAS site is shit!! |
[Feb. 2nd, 2009|10:00 pm] |
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Hey, I'm back from the hospital, we got there around 6:30am this morning (thanks to his uncle and his aunt who took us there, you guys are awesome!!), and his surgery started around 8am.. It was origanlly only supposed to go on for 3 hours, but after 5 hours, noone had come out to tell me what was going on, so I went to the nurse's desk and they said that he was still in the operating room! Soon after, a nurse came and told me, "yeah.. the surgery has been prolonged because they found a small tumor"... WTFFFFFF? I started freaking out (which sucks cause I was all by myself the whole day, and then called and texted people "they found a tumor!" Rodney especially told me not to freak out, which was good, but its still hard for me to do when I was all alone and out of xanax's!! So then another little while later, his surgeon came out.. He said the surgery was prolonged because of Dallas's streched stomache tissue, and they had to be carefull while operating on it. I asked "what about the tumor?" and he said "what tumor?".. Turns out miss dumb dumb nurse fucked up and thought Dallas was another guy.. I swear to god, if I had seen her after I talked to the surgeon, I would have fucking killed her! (No offense to nurses, but yeah when you pull shit like that, especially on mentally ill people, you seriously need to apologize your ass off!!!) That was 7 hours later!!! I mean Jesus, I was so freaking bored and lonely, but I had my trusty mp3 player with me and a book on taking care of cats and dogs (in which I made out 28 pages of notes today, will probably do some more tomorrow if he's in and out of sleep periods) Then I went to see him in the ICU, and his nurses there actually knew who he was, and were so nice, they rocked! *high five* and a little while, after they moved him into his own room on the same floor.. Thats cool. I stayed with him until 8pm, when visiting hours were over, and took a cab to his place in Etobicoke.. I talked to his mom for a bit, and then made some pasta and sat down at my laptop.. stupid OCAS site is down, too many people on it now.. I mean holy hell people, couldnt've you checked out the site during the day? I would have, but I had fucking shit to do!! I hope its working again by the time I go to bed (around 11pm.. I'm so fucking tired!!), or I'll check when I get up.. Rodney also said that I receieved a letter from Sheridan College, but didn't open it cause he was in the other room.. If I can't get onto OCAS soon, I'll get him to open it tomorrow.. I really hope it says that I have been offered admission for the animal care program starting in either the fall or the winter... Wish me luck!!... Awww Dallas just called, he wanted to make sure I got home okay, and hopes that I sleep good tonight.. I hope the same for him as well, and I will see him in the morning.. I do love him, and I feel bad for what I put him through recently, especially so close to the surgery, but things are working out better now which is good.. We had a lot of fun the other day, going shopping and then to the racetrack.. It was kinda like we had just started dating all over again.. It is a nice feeling actually, to start fresh with him, and I hope it will continue to work out.. He's a great guy.. and noone is perfect, hell look at me, I'm short, fat and mentally ill.. I'm the perfect catch eh? lol Night all, Amy xoxoxox
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| To all the pets I've loved before xoxoxoxx |
[Jan. 13th, 2009|10:08 pm] |
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Losing a pet is never easy, no matter how many we have over the years. They are family members, they bring us joy, smiles and affection. When each one passes on, it feels like part of ourselves are now gone too. I miss the ones I have lost during my life, and this note will bring back a lot of the memories of each one, as they will always live on in my heart.  Dad and Rusty
RUSTY:
Rusty (Russems, Red) was a Pomeranian and he was an anniversary present my parents got for each other the year before I was born. He was a great dog, and was at least 16 years old when my dad woke up one morning to find him lifeless in front of the tv. It was hard on us all, especially my parents as he was technically their first child. I'm glad he went in his sleep, and wasn't sick at the time, and he lived a very long life, for a runt that was going to be put down, had my parents not visited that farm that magical day and saw him. I remember crying a lot more when he died, then when my grandfather died, a couple of years eariler. It's hard for children to lose their first pet for sure. One of my fav memories of him was when he got loose one day, and I hopped on my bike to go looking for him, and there he was around the corner, the minute he saw me, he gave me this goofy smile. I put the leash back on him and took him home. He was a seeing eye dog for when we got Nin, and they got along so well.  Toby and Nin
NIN:
Nin (Nintendo, Nin-can-poop, Stevie Wonder) was a blind Pomeranian we got from the Toronto Humaine Society. We were on our way to my aunt's house one day back in '89, when my dad was reading the Sun. He told my mom that we had to go back cause there was this blind dog that was featured in an article and he said that we had to have him. So we went there, and I remember there was a lot of people there that day, wanting to adopt animals. We were kinda scared that they wanted him too, but when we got to the dog room, we found him, in a small cage on top of another cage. All the other dogs were making a lot of noise, and he was just so quiet, and was moving his head back and forth, like he always would do. We were allowed to take him home, and while my mom, brother and grandmother decided to still go to my aunt's house, my dad and I stayed to welcome Nin into our home. When Rusty died, Nin was so alone, but soon after we got Toby, and him and Toby were also really close throughout their lives together. He was my daddy's dog for sure, and would barely do anything we told him to, he would only listen to daddy! When my father passed away, Nin had no choice, he had to love us. Just one day short of his 11th year with us, we had to put him to sleep because he was dying from cancer. We knew he was sick for some time, but really weren't ready to say goodbye to him. I do think that maybe we had put him to sleep sooner, so he would have not been in pain anymore. The way that the vet put him to sleep really upset Rodney, and he said he would never go to that vet again, and we didn't. After he died, we got Delta, and she was such a big doggie! I just wished that my little blind doggie would have had a more peacefull ending.. but he is up in doggie heaven and free of pain, and with eyes :) TOBY: Toby (Tobius) was an Australian Silky Terrier we also got from the Humaine Soceity. I remember the day mom picked Cory and I up from school and said "we'll be home soon to see the dogs"... Dogs??? more than one? It had been a short time eariler that we lost Rusty, and it turns out that both my parents called the THS hotline to see what dogs they had for adoption on the same day, and fell in love with his terrier. So I can't remember which one went to get him, but when we got home that day, we saw our little Toby! He was just so full of energy and I thought it would take some time for me to warm up to him, but he really was a sweet dog and I fell in love with him instantly! He was Nin's new seeing eye dog and we had a special addition on the lease where the two of them were walking side by side, even though I don't think Toby was really a big fan of that.. After my dad died and we moved to Scarborough to be closer to my grandparents, we got a place with a pool. One spring morning, I was woken up by someone yelping, and I ran outside and saw that Toby had fallen into the dethawing pool, so I grabbed him out of there, and took him to the shower and turned on some water to warm him up and then dried him off. He really did love walking on the frozen pool before, but I think after that, he may have not done it again. Sadly, like his human brother, Toby developed diabetes, and was required to get some needles each day. It wasn't long before he lost his sight, and after him falling down the stairs, mom couldn't take it anymore, and we had him put down. I don't blame her, and I'm sure its what he wanted. It's just that he was put down only 3 weeks after Nin, so the beginning of 1999 was not a good time for my family. Delta really wanted to play with him, but in the end he was just so sick that he couldn't.  Delta and George
DELTA:
Delta (Baby Girl) was a German Sheppard/Husky mix, who we also got from the Humaine Soceity. She was not only the first big dog we ever had, she was also the first girl pet. When my bedroom was upstairs, I had such a small bed, but her and I still managed to share it a lot, many of uncomfortable nights, but as long as she was comfortable I was happy. When I moved into the bedroom downstairs, Rodney and mom bought me a waterbed, but she didn't like it and wouldn't sleep on it, but she still slept on the floor occasionally. I remember when we were getting hardwood floors upstairs and it was all waxed up and needed to dry, we let her outside one night and she got sprayed by a skunk!! (Thinking it was George!) Rodney was at work at the time, so we let her in the house and she was running all over the place, and in the living room with the waxed floors! I think Cory ended up going to the store that night to get some tomato juice and we gave her a bath! She did want to play with Toby, but he was too sick, and was soon put down after we got her. Then we got George, when he was just a puppy, and she was so in love with him, that she became like a mom to him. She didn't get along with any other dogs, and would fight any dog that came near her, or especially George! Since she was such a big dog, when she was 8 (we got her when she was 4), she was having problems walking as bigger dogs are prone to having hip problems. Rodney started putting telynols into her food to lessen the pain, but it didn't seem to help all that much. We were living in Brampton at the time, and we were soon to be moving to Mississauga, but the apartment here was too small for her. So one day when I was out with a friend, Rodney took her to the vets and had her put to sleep. I know she is also free of pain now, which is great, she really was so sore at the end, my poor sweet girl.  George
GEORGE:
George (Georgie Boy, Angel Puppy) was a American Eskimo/Pomeranian mix. We saw an ad in the local paper where people were giving away free puppies, and it was shortly after Toby passed on, and we wanted a playmate for Delta. We got to their house at the same time as another car, and we thought that they must be the owners, so we let them go in first. Turns out they were not, damn! The owners said they had two black puppies left for free, but they could only find one at the time.. And then the white puppies were for sale. So there was this tiny black puppy who looked so cute! The people who got there before us had first dibs on this dog, but thankfully they decided not to take him. If they had, we would have missed out on the greatest dog we'll ever know. So to those people who didn't want our Georgie, we are very thankfull that you didn't want him. He was so small then that Rodney could hold him in one hand! Delta fell instantly in love with him and was his new mommy, when she wouldn't get along with other dogs. One time they were playing and she accidentally knocked him into a wall, and his head split open, so we took him to the vet, he ended up being okay, but we really do think that he was a bit slow after that, and it does make sense. My mom had her first stroke in 2003, and I remember when she was in the Mississauga hospital after being in a Toronto hospital and a rehab centre, we took George to see her. She was in a wheelchair, and he was just so excited to see his mommy again, but knew not to jump all over her, and that was nice.. She loved seeing him after all that time too! I remember when I had a bad day at my office job, and later when I went back to college for ECE, I would come home to his smiling face, and it made my day so much more bareable. He and I would just go for walks around the apartment and both would lie on the grass and I would talk to him.. Those were great days. Since I took a summer class before I started college, I ended up getting a day off during the week, when my other classmates had a class, which was great in the long run. One night I didn't sleep much, and just wanted to sleep for the whole day, so I closed my door and lied down.. Soon after I heard him scratching at the door and yelping! I got out of bed and saw that my mom was on the floor in her bedroom and was shaking but couldn't talk. So I called Rodney and then 911, and the ambulance came and we went to the hospital, and he came soon after. Turns out she had a second stroke, and needed another heart operation. She ended up being okay, and it was all thanks to that special little black dog. Sadly, three days after Christmas 2005, he developed a blockage in his urinal track and couldn't pee properly anymore.. So Rodney took him to the vet, and they had his bladder emptied using a needle. The blockage didn't go away, and the vet said there was nothing more they could do. Our life saving Angel puppy had to be put to sleep, and all of us couldn't stop crying for days. We have two close up pics of him beside the fireplace, with his collar hanging from them. His favourite toy, "Mr. Squeak" is on top of the shelf, we could never get rid of him.  Sam kissing Fred
FRED:
Fred (Freddie Girl, Fredina) was our first cat, and we got her from the PJ's Pet Centre at Square One. Rodney, mom and I each had a kitten in our arms to see which one we liked the best, and my mom wanted the one she was holding. We took her home and named her Fred. George was all excited to see a kitten at home, but she was so scared of him at first, but they ended up getting along before he passed on. Fred was my other baby girl and I didn't think I would ever bond with a cat, but she melted my heart. She loved sleeping with me and it's going to be hard sleeping alone when I'm here at my parent's place. When we got Sam, they played at times, but as Sam was the more affectionate and outgoing cat, Fred mostly kept to herself and was so quiet. Over the last little while, she had peed in my bed a couple of times, and we all thought that she was upset with me always coming and going there, when I was mostly living with Dallas and his mom. She might have been sick and needed help, we'll never know.. Rodney came home from work yesterday to find her dead in my closet. I am happy that she didn't seem to be in any pain lately, but she was just way too young. I will always miss her and I'm glad I have so many pics of her! Dallas and her really got along which is great, and he commeted that she was our baby kitten, awww! Someday we'll have our own pet, which will be nice. SAM: Sam (Sammykins) is our crazy cat, who'll always think she's still a kitten! We got her from the Pet store near Erin Mills Towne Centre. She wanted to play with Fred, but Fred wasn't really one to play, well she was becoming more playfull at the end of her life. Sam is a mommy's cat and she cries all the time, especially if mom has something in her hand. When they sleep, they are curled up together and it is so sickening! (kidding!) I hope she will be okay on her own, but I think someday my parents will get another cat and Sam will have a new playmate. I hope she will have a long life and I will give her a lot of love and attention in her time of mourning.. Today I petted her a lot and gave her a couple of extra treats because she is such a good girl! Those were the main pets I've had growing up, but we did have others as well. Like fish (I remember my fav one I called "Goldie" and she died on one of my bday's). We also had turtles (Michaelangelo and Rafael), and gerbils (Baby and Rocco, and all of their babies!). I've loved them all.. Pets are great! :) I would love to give a shout out to some of the pets my friends and family members have also lost over the years: Dylan, Howie, Lucky, Ginger and BJ.. You were all loved very much and your families miss you dearly! That really was a great note, and it did help me heal. Keep on loving your pets, and never forget the ones we loose. xoxoxoxx Amy |
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| Goodbye my darling Freddie-Cat |
[Jan. 12th, 2009|08:49 pm] |
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Fred, drinking from my glass beside mom
So Rodney just called me a little while ago....
He said that he came home from work and didn't see Fred, so he went looking for her. He found her in my closet... She was my angel, the first animal I ever really bonded with that really was "mine".. The doggies were the whole family's, but she was so in love with me, and she got along so well with Dallas too. I have a couple of pictures of her and him together, but I don't think I have one of her and I, and I never will now. That really does upset me. She had peed on my bed a couple of times in the last little while, and we all thought she was upset with me for coming and going all the time, when in reality, she may have been sick and needed help.. I wish we had taken her to the vet, but maybe there was nothing they could have done for her. I'm just thankfull she went in her sleep, just like Rusty. When George died, I vowed to love my future animals so much more than I ever loved them before, and with the old computer dying on me, I may have lost so many of the pics I took of him. So I took as much of Fred and Sam as I could.. I am thankfull for that. She was our first cat, she was a long hair cat, and it we had to brush her a lot or her fur would get matted.... She was a scardy cat at times, and a weird cat the rest.. She wasn't really affectionate (unlike Sam who is just a big suck for attention), and was so quiet... She will be missed and I will never forget what she meant to me, to us all. Goodbye Freddie, I love you, and I'll see you again someday! 
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| Ho ho ho! |
[Dec. 30th, 2008|07:53 pm] |
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Merry Ho Ho Ho Everyone! I hope you all had a great holiday and will have a great new year too! The economy is sucking right now, but still I tried to make it a good Christmas for everyone, and I got some nice presents too! Thank you all! :) We went to his sister Deb's for Christmas Eve, and it was good to see everyone again, especially their mom, as she had been there for a couple of weeks to rest up.. She came home tonight, so she must be doing better, thank gosh! :) Hmmmm lots of turkey over the holidays and lots of good times! Some of the things I/Dallas and I got were: the Beatles Monopoly game (it looks really awesome!!) Decca Sports Wii game! Wii Points Card Choclates Money Boots Socks Underwear 2 Kettles (one for Etobicoke and one for Mississauga) Sweaters Snoopy PJ's Daughter Candle Dirty Burger shirt (from the Trailer Park Boys show, it is cool!) Resturant gift card
Alarm clock Stocking stuffers Bathrobe Earrings and necklace set Then Christmas Day we went home to Mississauga, to see my parents and my brother who was down for a little bit. I loved how mom cried when she opened her Wii, she was just so happy, and its great! I'm glad she'll be using it a lot now. We'll play it a lot when I'm back there during the week, as well as continuing our Deal or No Deal games, those are so much fun!! Anyhoo have a great new year everyone!! With love, Amy
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| My latest dream.... |
[Dec. 17th, 2008|11:05 am] |
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So the dream I had last night was about me trying to decide who to go out with, between Duncan, and this other guy Paul (he was a cutie and so nice to me)....hell if it was Paul Giamatti, I would so choose him! lolz Anyhoo I was on the couch with Duncan and we were going to go out somewhere, so I grabbed my cell phone, only it was his phone instead, and I started going through his latest text messages (like I did in real life and he caught me again) Then my phone rang "and they called it puppy love......" and I woke up...that's my special ringtone for Dallas (go Donny Osmond!! lolz) I say "I'm so glad its you, and not Paul or Duncan"... then we talked about his mom for a bit...Get well soon mommy Landriault! :) When I dream about Dallas, its mostly good dreams, or something silly like the one where I yelled at him for not giving me a cutlery tray! He is my soulmate :) But yeah, that just prooves that Duncan sucks, if even after 1.5 years of not being with him.. I just wish I wouldn't dream about him at all, I don't think I dream about David anymore, which is good. |
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| Maybe this Christmas, I'll have something to hold on to |
[Dec. 9th, 2008|12:18 am] |
So Ron Sexsmith has a new Christmas song called "Something to Hold On To", and its really nice, like all of his songs! (fan dork!) But the lyrics are not up yet, so here are the lyrics to his other Christmas song "Maybe This Christmas".. I love it too, and it means so much to me now that I have someone special :) Dallas you are the best and you make the holidays that much easier to deal
with... I love you so much honey! xoxoxxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :)
Maybe this Christmas will mean something more
Maybe this year love will appear
Deeper than ever before
And maybe forgiveness will ask us to call
Someone we love
Someone we've lost
For reasons we can't quite recall
Mmm, maybe this Christmas
Maybe there'll be an open door
Maybe the star that shined before
Will shine once more, ohhh
Mmmmmmm, mmmmmmmm
And maybe this Christmas will find us at last
In heaven, at peace
Prayed for at least
For the love we've been shown in the past
Maybe this Christmas
Maybe this Christmas
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| Holidays and tea |
[Dec. 8th, 2008|07:08 pm] |
So I haven't posted in a while, might as well say hey...
First I'll start off with the loose leaf tea saga...
Dallas and I love drinking tea, and we found out that the Asian grocery store by our local Walmart as so many different types, so we went there on Saturday and picked up like 5 packages. We get home and discover that 3 of them were loose leaf tea bags, so we're like "crap!" We thought were going to go do some shopping next weekend to get some tea balls and infusers.. but then we went out yesterday to have dinner at a resturant and watch the Bills game (they lost again, shitty!) and he went to the dollar store there, and found both things! Awesome.. made lots of tea last night, which was good, it was so damn cold!!
I'm looking foward to Christmas, my second one with Dallas, awesome!! my special guy.. I miss him already! I'm in Mississauga for a couple of days to give my mom some company, we end up mostly just watching tv and movies and playing Deal or No Deal on the computer, that is fun :) I loves my mommy :) I'm going shopping on Sat with Kal and Kamila, at Scarborough Towne Centre, I haven't been there in years!
So I'm thinking of going back to school soon to take a library skills certificate from Humber.. It's only 7 courses long, and they are all online.. Its through Humber too, which is a great college.. I was a librarian in jr high, high school and Centennial College, and I was a file clerk for five years, so filing comes naturally to me, and it will be a low stress job which is good. I also kept dreaming of going back to school for the longest time but just the other day, I actually had a dream where I graduated!! Wow.. I was stressed out in my dream, but I was really happy... I just take it as a really good sign that I finally know what I want to do with my life now.. It is nice that is online, so if we ever move soon, I won't have to attend classes. I would also like to work again soon, only part time though, any little bit helps..
Have a great holiday season guys! Lots of love,
Amers
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This is such a long survey!!! I had to do some of it last night and finished the rest of it today.. Thanks Candice, keep them
coming! lol
Was the last person you kissed physically attractive?
Yes, oh God yes! Bow chicka wow wow! How old was the last person you kissed?
35, he's my old man, and I mean really old! lolz Was the last person you hugged physically attractive?
Yes, but I'm still way hotter! Booyah! Where did your last hug take place?
On the bed, I huggled him before we left to get on the buses Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
Rodney, to tell him not to buy any Xbox 360 stuff for himself for Christmas! What was your worst subject in school?
Chemistry and french, but I still ended up passing them in highschool What is the best eye colors on a member of the opposite sex?
Any colour, but I still have the prettiest eyes ever.. no joke, strangers tell me they love my eyes lolz What was the last movie you watched?
A Beautiful Mind, finally!! And it was great, they really deserved all the Oscars it won! What are your initials?
ALA, and when I marry Dallas it will be ALAL.....lalalalalala Are you a good speller?
I don't think so.. and thats why I don't like playing Scrabble in person, its more fun (and easier! lol) on the puter If you just drank 14 beers describe what you would be doing?
Having an awesome bacholarette party! Ha ha, no I wouldn't drink that much When is the last time you took a nap?
I can't remember, but thats awesome.. I used to nap every day What are you disappointed in right now?
Having to leave my guy when he's going back to work this week.. I'm sorry hon, I'll be back ASAP :) Could you date someone taller then you?
I have too, I mean are there actually guys out there who are shorter than me? lol What's the most interesting thing that happened to you today? (Mon)
Seeing my social worker, it had been way too long since I saw him last.. he's so proud of me.. awww! What's the last thing you ate?
A bagel that Dallas made for me before we left Where were you at noon yesterday?
Waiting for the bus When's the last time you laughed so hard you cried?
Last night with Dallas... "a baby changes colour when you put him in the freezer!!" OMG my jokes are so much funnier to me,
and I laugh for a long time!! Are you tired?
A little bit, I'm drinking my second bed time tea and will go to bed soon What were you doing an hour ago?
Watching the Bills game, it sucks they lost :( Who told you they love you last?
Dallas, he's so sweet!
What websites are you on right now
Facebook and Bowmans.. I lost some money yesterday on the fooseball, but won some with the Bills covering the pointspread! Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Very much so at times, but I love my guy just the way he is! :) When's the last time you went to the library?
I really can't remember, probably when I was paying all that money in overdue late fees! What's the first thing you did this morning?
Crawled into Dallas's mom's bed and slept for a bit longer Have you gotten a shower today?
No, I was going to do it tonight, but I ended up doing some laundry, I'll shower tomorrow How's your hair today?
Ridin' dirty, and straight, but oh well! When's the last time you ran?
I ran to get to the Mississauga bus, and it was packed for early afternoon on a weekday.. that sucked! What are you dreading right now?
Dallas going back to work, but they just better take it easy on him! Did you get the full 8 hours of sleep last night?
Yes, it was good! If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do?
Everyday is a lazy day for me, so we'd probably do anything they wanted to do Do you eat raw cookie dough?
Not really, but it is fun! Could you live without a computer?
No I couldn't.. I'm addicted to chatting.. I needs it!! Also I need to do more things with my life.. Like I want to work and
go to school next year Do you wear your shoes in the house?
No, and I don't wear slippers anymore either How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
There are 4 landlines in the Etobicoke apartment, and then I have a cellphone and so does Dallas What do you do when you're sad?
Squish, or be squished.. it cheers me up :) Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
EVERYONE!! What jewelery are you wearing?
nothing right now, I wore my engagement ring until I changed into my jammies How do most people spell your name?
Amy ASHTON... where did the "H" come from? even my grandma on my mom's side pronunced it wrong for years! lol Would you wear a boyfriends/girlfriends clothes?
I wore some of his shirts to bed, then I got too fat, and I'm losing weight again.. I wanna wear his Mister T shirt to bed,
I'm sure he would love that, Mister T I mean! lol What are you doing tomorrow? (Tue)
Going to Etobicoke for a bit (forgot my meds... shit!) Oh well.. I get to see my baby again :) Will you keep your last name when you get married?
No, I will be a Landriault, and I will be proud What irritates you most on the internet?
That you need to pay for most porn sites... oh well! Do you get your hair cut every month?
No, I haven't gotten it cut since I left Zellers last year, but I might get a trim and dye it again for Christmas Do you go online everyday?
Yes, my computer is pretty much on 24/7 Are you easily confused?
All the time, but thats what makes me cute I think! lol Last person you said I love you to?
Mom, when she was going to bed Are you wearing jeans right now?
No, I'm in my warm pj's.. I think its like -2 outside.. I need warm jammies! I forgot my Leafs toque :( Do you prefer call or text?
It depends on who I'm conversing with, and if I like them, or I'm shy on the phone What was your first thought when you looked in the mirror this morning?
Do I really have to brush my hair today? lol Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
Long and straight, and boring! lol and the colour is fading....booourns! Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
Yeah, it was at the lights yesterday, and people were crossing, its cool.. No tongue! lol When you're walking, do you stop to drink?
Drink what? DRINK WHAT?? Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
I believe that you get what you give and good things will happen to you if you're good to others Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
Yes, but being kissed in the rain is the best! *le sigh* Kill or Be killed?
I dunno, I just know I don't want to be killed, but I don't think I could take another life though, unless I really had to Break someone’s heart or have your heart broken?
I've had it broken and broke hearts, both suck, and I just don't like being hurt What did you do today? (Mon)
Left my home in Etobicoke to come to my home in Mississauga, see my social worker and do laundry.. I is pooped! Would you ever get a tattoo?
I have one already, in memory of my dad, and I would love to get a Beatles related one someday Are you a morning person or a night person?
I'm a night person.. I stay up all night and then sleep til like 11am, I just hope I sleep okay tonight Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
That's a delicate subject and I won't answer that.. No jokes, I just don't like talking about it What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead body?
I'd place an add in the "Lost and Found" section in the newspaper... "Found: One dead body, please pick it up here!" Do you like to spend time with people?
Yes, if the company is good :) Are you hungry?
No, I'm good.. I had a salad for dinner, I really need to work out again soon.. Need better batteries for the Wii Fit! Are you a forgiving person?
Very much so, but I still hurt like everyone else, I just give people so many chances, and usually just get hurt more, thank
gosh for Dallas, he is my knight in shiniing armour :) When was the last time you did the dishes?
Sunday night in Etobicoke, before going to bed... Then tonight I just put the dishes in the dishwasher.. I love those things! Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
Yes, a couple of people.. esp my favourite bride, Danni and Chris :) What are you about to do?
Probably get ready for bed soon, just watched the Bills lose, boourns! Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
I've wished death on people, and it didn't happen, esp a one legged whore who will remain nameless *cough...Heather Mills* Your name plus "ness"?
Amyness.. sounds cute, then again everything is cute to me! Three feelings at the moment?
Bored, lonely, and sad.. our poor Bills :( Are you listening to anything?
Something on TSN.. I'm not paying attention Where are you right now?
In the living room What are you scared of?
Snakes and planes, but snakes on a plane are okay.. "I've had it with these mother fucking snakes on this mother fucking
plane!!" Are you thinking of someone right now?
My darling Dallas, I hope he's sleeping peacefully :) Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
I haven't downloaded anything on the new laptop yet, but the last thing I downloaded on Dallas's puter was the new Ron
Sexsmith CD, I will own a hard copy of it soon.. I want Evey to go to college, because I care! :) Where was the last place you went besides where you are?
To see my social worker, and we had an awesome talk.. He did miss me, but he said I look very well.. aww! Do you speak any other language?
Amyese.. I come up with great "Amerisms" each day, Dallas said I'm precious.. awww! :) Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
Hey, what happens down in Mexico, stays in Mexico!! Oh yeah, I need a penicilin refill! lolz What's the craziest thing you've done?
Said yes to Dallas's proposal, but it was the best thing ever!! and I loved how he did it too! I told him he should do it
again so the Bills could win!! What is your favorite Nickelback song?
"Leader of Men" because I knew some friends who were in that video... I remember watching it with them at the Sister Awake
BBQ.. That was a fun weekend.. I love the blue channel! lol What are you looking forward to this summer?
Danni's wedding in the Falls, I'm a bridesmaid!! Awesome!! It's going to be a blast! I love you girl! :) Last time you smiled?
A little while ago when mom and I were playing Deal or No Deal, thats always a lot of fun with her! If you could have anything in the world, what would you want?
A world full of peace and love.. yes I know, I'm a born again hippie! When and what was the reason behind why you last cried?
When I watched a special on the Beatles women a couple of days ago, I missed the beginning when they talked about John's
murder, then they talked about Linda's death and I cried a little.. Then they talked about how Olivia saved George's life,
only to have him die two years later.. Niagra fucking Falls! But it was good, I did need a good cry Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
Sunny, cause its more fun and have more stuff to do on a sunny day :) *smiles* Have you been to New York City?
No, but I would love to go one day, it will be emotional to see Ground Zero, and then the Dakota (apartment building
where Lennon was murdered).. I'll probably cry like Niagra Falls at both places.. "All you need is love!" Where did you sleep last night?
On my bed, in the servants quarters.. lolz Where is your phone?
Its right beside me, like it always is What did you last drink?
I'm just finishing my bed time tea and then I'm going to bed.. Me is pooped! What is your favorite sit down restaurant?
Japanese.. if I like the chicken terryaki there.. some places have shit terrayki.. this saddens me :( Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Yes, I believe you get what you are deserved, so always be good!! What do you regret most this month?
Nothing really, I hated leaving Dallas over the last two weeks, but he does understand my mom would like the company Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yes, I actually think I have more guy pals than I have girl pals, but Dallas has nothing to worry about.. I love him and
only him....only youuu can make this world seem bright, onllllyyy youuuuu! What do you look for in the opposite sex?
Sense of humor is important for sure, I agree with Candice, you go girl! Last time you saw your parents?
Tonight and I hugged them both before they went to bed Who was the last person to give you a ride?
the bus drivers, they are cool! Do you listen to music everyday?
Yes, and when I go anywhere alone, I take my mp3 player with me.. I can't believe I haven't lost it yet! lolz Are you a fast typer?
Yes, I take after my mom :) What are you allergic to?
Some pet hair, but Fred is a long hair cat, and I'm not allergic to my girl, thank God! Do you fight with your parents all the time?
God no, they are awesome, and I miss them so much when I'm not with them What is the favorite ice cream flavor?
Cookies and Cream, and I love Rainbow Sherbet Do you go to church every Sunday?
No, but I did go to my church a couple of weeks ago.. you know the "Holy church of Sexsmith" lolz Great show!! Do you drink your soda with a straw?
No, well unless it needs a straw.. and I don't drink vodka coolers with a straw either! lol Did the last person you kiss have brown hair?
Dallas has brown hair, and I kissed him, so it was Dallas, in the bedroom, with the squishes!! Are you ticklish?
Ask Dallas, he'll tell you my ticklish areas! lolz Is success in your future?
I know so! We're gonna have a great future together, so many plans, so many hopes, dreams and fun experiences to celebrate
with each other.. I love you so much baby!! How is your hair right now?
The same, still dirty, I had to do laundry tonight, so I didn't have a shower.. maybe tomorrow if the flies are around me! What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Finishing this survey and chatting Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Its easier to forgive, and so hard to forget, but I do give people a lot of chances, I'm too nice that way So what do you want for your birthday?
My birthday already came this year, and I got the Wii Fit, that was awesome! For christmas I want a new phone and money!!lolz What did you dream about last night?
I remember there were a lot of zombies, but thats all I can remember How many pills do you take a day?
Too many, but I do need them, I don't want to get sick again At what age do you want to be married?
We're in no rush to get married.. I got a ring on my finger, that is the important thing! Can you play guitar hero?
I haven't tried yet, but I would probably fail miserably! Do you prefer light or dark hair on the opposite sex?
Doesn't really matter, just as long as he has a great sense of humor and treats me great.. and Dallas is the best!! :) If your latest ex REALLY needed you at 3am & you had a way to his/her house would you?
Oh fuck no! I'd tell him to call his latest hoe of the week and to leave me alone! Is there something that has happened in your past that you really dislike talking about?
My hospitalization and the events leading up to it, but I need to talk about it at times, for healing purposes Who did you last fall asleep with?
My stuffed animals, TJ the tiger and Skeeter the puppy Where's the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
I dunno, probably the phone both, to become SUPER AMERS!! Da da da da! Do you trust people?
Yes, sometimes too easily, but I like to believe all people have at least some good in them If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
To a really nice house with Dallas and a couple of pets.. Someday it will happen :) Whats the best feeling in the world?
Being in love, and having someone love you just the way you are, its the best! whats the worst feeling in the world?
Having someone close to you die.. I've been to more funerals than weddings, it really sucks! :( Do you tell your parents everything?
Not everything, but we do have a great relationship and I can pretty much tell them anything!
My god that was a long survey! and yes the Bills lost tonight, but they did cover the pointspread, so it wasn't too bad!
I loves those Bills! xoxxooxxo
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So I was surfing the Humber college website yesterday, trying to decide what I want to do with my life, and I stumbled upon the new "Library Skills" certificate.. It's only 7 courses (all online) and they teach you how to succeed as a librarian. I think this would be really good for me, as I was a librarian in my Jr High/High schools and Centennial College. I also was a file clerk for 5 years too. So I'm pretty good with filing systems. This course would definatly be a lot better than the certificate of Human Beahaviour I was thinking of eariler.. Mostly because
that one wasn't going to lead to a job, it only looked fun and something to do.. but the Library Skills would lead me to an entry level position at a library.. Awesome.. I really think I can do this and I hope I don't change my mind in a few days.. Anyhoo I'm gonna save up some money and maybe start taking a course in the fall :) I also would like to work part time starting in April.. Maybe at someplace like Chapters, books are love :) |
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| Laptop suxxor/Movie review/I love you honey!! xoxoxxox |
[Nov. 10th, 2008|01:22 am] |
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Hey all, Well my laptop finally crapped out on me, which sucks, I only got to use it for like 30 mins earlier this morning and then KABOOM, YO! No workie anymore.. Damn.. Well it was old, and not wireles.. I just hope it lived a good life and is now happy in Computer Heaven and free of pain... and free of me getting pissed off at it too! I will hopefully be getting another soon, as I was bored just watching tv all day, even though there was a lot of good stuff on (I didn't get to see much of the football games, but the Bills lost, that sucks!!) So right now I'm typing this on my mom's computer, she went to bed late, but then again she has odd hours of resting.. same with me.. and y'all wonder where I get it from! lolz I love you mommy! These last couple of days with just you and the cats have been fun. I'm glad we got to spend this time together (sans le menfolk) and I do treasure it.. You are the best!! :) So one of the things that was on tv tonight was the movie 'Sliding Doors".. This is one of my all time fav movies, but yeah which movie isn't in my top 10? lol Anyhoo its about a woman's life and what would happen to her if she caught a train, and then what would happen if she missed a train. I do love the concept of this movie, and also it has my fav song by Aqua in it, called "Turn Back Time". I love singing that at karaoke.... anyhoo I'm rambling.... lol So yeah, Helen gets fired from her job and goes to the subway station. If she catches the train, she goes home to find her boyfriend cheating on her, and leaves him, moves in with her friend and slowly starts seeing another guy, who is a lot better to her. She then starts her own business, and the cheating asshole desperatly tries to get back with her. But her new guy pal is not being completly honest with her either......But on the other hand, if she misses the train....she ends up getting mugged and goes to the hospital... when she makes it back to her place, her bf has done cheating for the day. She doesn't know what was going on, and ends up working two jobs to support his lazy, cheating ass!! I think it is quite cool, how throughout the movie you get to see how each direction her life would have gone just based on a simple train schedule, its purely fate. Anyhoo like I said, I really do love this movie, and I should download it at least. I'm not going to spoil the ending, but I recommend this movie to my friends, esp the ones who love chick flicks!! Gwyneth Paltrow plays Helen, and I think it is the best role I have seen her do. In reality, I'm glad she is not with Brad Pitt anymore, that guy is just a douche all around.. Now she's with Chris Martin of Coldplay (hottie!) and I believe they have two kids together, and I'm so happy.. She deserves to be happy!! Anyhoo, the reason I brought up this movie, is because.... its true, its all about fate..., real love, and you get what you give kinda thing. It made me think of my previous relationships, from everyone to momma's boys, and cheating assholes. I can say that maybe only one or two of them actually did care about me, (Aaron and Patrick) and it sucks that those both ended, but they probably wouldn't have worked out anyway.. and jeeesh Aaron was back in Jr High.. who has a relationship that lasts that long? lol The momma's boy were only with me because like me at the time, they were lonely and desperate and I was the only one who would give them a chance. Then on the other hand there were the cheating assholes who were only with me because I was also lonely and desperate, and they didn't love me either.. I really didn't know if I was ever going to meet the one who would actually love me, not cheat, or abuse me and treat me like I should be treated, and then fate happened.. I meet Dallas. In him, I have my true soulmate and life partner (yes I believe I said this stuff before with the others, but this time I swear on my dad's urn that I mean it this one and only time). He is my ray of sunshine, he makes me happy in so many ways that the others never cared to try and do for me. I love him so much, and I could NEVER cheat on him, because I would screw up the best thing thats happened to me, and for what? I would probably end up losing him, or I would still have him, but his trust in me would not be what it was before, and that would slowly kill both of us. I know he wouldn't cheat on me for the same reason, which is great. I'm so glad I have him, and I vow to love him and only him until the day I die. I love you baby, and I will see you soon! :) *Sad kisses you* So in conclusion, I say follow the morals of the movie, treat people like you would want to be treated, that is how I live my life too.. It works, people love me, and I love you all Tootles........Amy |
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I'm so bored, but will probably go to bed after my bedtime tea.. Sleep is good, but love is better! xoxoxx
KISSING HISTORY:
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed? Again the first kiss that actually meant something was Aaron in Jr High.. It was fun.. preteen love is good..
2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren’t dating? Yes, but I later dated them.. (ie Patrick.. "ohh I spilled some shiraz down my dress, wanna lick it up?" lol)
3. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list? Yes, like 1/2 the guys.. and 1/4 of the girls! lolz
4. Ever kiss a "best friend"? Yes, but only on the cheek, unless I was drunk!
5. Kissed someone within a day of having a bf/gf? No, I'm too faithfull.. damn my morals lolz
6. Ever kissed someone younger than you? Yes, a couple of guys.. I wouldn't recommend it, I need older men! ;)
7. Older than you? Yes, they are the best! every girl needs an older sugah daddie!
8. Have you ever kissed someone you hated? No I don't think so, but I told them to kiss my ass! lol
9. Ever made out with someone who was a really bad kisser? Yeah, someone who needed to be home by 11 to watch the news with his parents.. I had more fun making out with girl friends that year! lolz
11. Do you remember the last time you kissed someone? Yes, it was before I said goodbye to Dallas, but I'll see him really soon xoxox
12. Was it a game? No, just the game of love... *dork* lol
13. Was the person your age? No, he's my sugah daddie!
14. Do you regret this kiss? Not really, I just wish it was longer :) but I'll get kisses again soon.. esp sad kisses *omg so cool we just made that up recently, funny ass shit!*
TEN FAVORITES:
01. show? House!!! It was a rerun the other night, but it was okay, cause Obama won that night!! Awesome!! You is love sir!
02. hangout place? Symposium in Mississauga, it sucks that I'm here now and Dallas is not here so I don't want to go alone
03. color(s)? Blue for Caboose, all of them :) My new glasses are going to be called "Caboose Specs" :)
04. sport? Bowling
05. mall? Erin Mills TC, haven't been there in so long!
06. music? The Beatles, the bestest group ever!! :)
07. food? Japanese
08. season? Maybe what we are having now, not too cold, and still a bit warm, for November!! :)
09. day? Sunday, NFL day is good!, go Bills Go! :)
10. city? Toronto, we might move downtown sometime soon, that would be cool :)
TEN FACTS:
01. height? 4'10.5... Still way too short to be an Elf.. CHRISTMAS ELF REJECT!!! :) xoxoxxox
02. hair color? Usually red, I love it :)
03. hair length? Shoulder length
04. hair style? As long as its fun and not hard to comb
05. eye color? Light blue, they were darker when I was younger
06. shoe size? 5 I think, maybe even smaller lol
07. best friend(s)? Dallas and Jon..
08. available? For parties yes, as Vulgar the Clown.. Hey Matt, you gotta see the damn movie.. I'll give you a dollar ;) lolz
09. have any plans for today? Not really, the new day started, and I'm not really tired.. I want to see if my mom will wake up again soon and want to play some more Carribbean Stud Poker.. we won yesterday! :)
10. mood? bored as fuck...and there is not much on TV right now.. I was wondering why SNL wasn't on tonight.. but then I realized, its not freaking Saturday! lol
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
01. have you ever been in love? Yes, and its a great feeling when you know you're truly in love with the right person.. Dallas hon, you are my heart, my soul, my one true Angel.... I will always love you!!
02. do you believe in love? Yes, and when I was in shitty relationship after shitty relationship (not counting you Aaron, you were great! :)) I never gave up hope that I would find the right guy, and I did, and I'm so happy.. :) xoxoxox
03. why did your last relationship fail? I only get to name one reason? lol Because he was a cheating asshole who hit me and knocked up another woman when he was with me, only I didn't find out about it til he told Jon after we broke up.. Duncan you fucked up, I hope you realize that.
04. have you ever been heartbroken? Yes, a couple of times and a couple of times I was the one breaking the hearts.. Things happen, I just wanted to be happy.
05. have you ever broken someone’s heart? See above
06. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends? I love Jon, but I don't think he and I would have worked out had we dated, but we're still good friends, I miss you Johnny5.. I hope I can see you on Sunday..
07. have you ever kept it a secret from someone that you liked them? Not really, I tell everyone who I crush on. right now its Paul Giamatti.. weird huh? It just prooves I'm getting older! lolz
08. are you afraid of commitment? No, I'm very happy being commited, and in a commited relationship.. its the same thing ! lol
09. have you ever had a secret admirer? I don't know.. I should see what Paul Giamatti is doing! lolz
10. do you believe in love at first sight? Yes, I believe so.. Dallas had the cutest profile pic.. I knew he had to be mine! ;)
TEN THINGS; THIS OR THAT:
01. love or money? love of money? I'm with Dallas for love, not money.. "I ain't saying she's a golddigger"
02. hard liquor or beer? hard liquor. Well if its vodka mixed with cranberry then I pick that.. or some good beer :)
04. hookups or relationships? relationships. Long lasting relationships are the best, but they require a lot of work, and not all about the fun and games.
05. television or internet? Internet, I'm on it 24/7 and when I'm not, I'm dreaming about it.. Seriously I have met so many great people from the online world, people who made me the person I am today, and I love you all! And plus it has free porn! lolz
06. Pepsi or coke? Diet Coca Cola, but I dont drink as much I used too, trying to lose weight.
07. chocolate or vanilla? Vanilla :)
08. colored or black and white pictures? Both have their pros and cons, it depends on the subject and what you want the picture to look like.. Man I really should have taken a photography course in High school.. Maybe I'll take one through the TDSB class list, some of those look really fun!
09. phone or in person? In person, I'm kinda shy on the phone, and normally have a note pad near me to draw funny pics if I'm on the phone for long periods of time
10. msn or myspace? I'm barely on Myspace anymore, its all about Facebook, biotch! lol
TEN EMOTIONS:
01. are you missing someone right now? Yes I miss my sad kisses face fiance.. I hope you are sleeping well my darling :)
02. are you happy? Not really, I'm bored and lonely :( But I'm overall happy with life right now
04. are you bored? Very much so :(
05. are you german? No, sorry! lol
06. are you british? I'm 1/4 British, so thats better than nothing
07. are you french? No, but every now and then I have some french me.. damn thats hot ;) xoxxoxo
08. are you Italian? No, but every now and then.. kidding hon, kidding! lol
09. are your parents still married? That depends, my real dad died when I was 15, but my mom just married my step dad last year, so he's my daddy too, so yes my parents are still married :)
10. do you like someone now? I like a lot of people, but I'm truly in love with my sexy man.. I will see you soon my darling!
TEN RIGHT NOWS:
01. thinking about? My darling, and maybe going to bed soon.. I'm not feeling sick like I was the last couple of nights, that is great :)
02. are you eating? not right now, No, its too late to eat now, but I'm going to make another bed time tea
03. are you happy? I answered this already, my answer has not changed.
04. what were you doing an hour ago? Watching a show on ghosts.. freaky stuff.. why do I do stuff like that to myself? lol
05. what are you wearing? My PJ's.. they don't match of course, but I am soooo comfy!! :)
06. are you cold? No, I'm just right :)
07. are you excited? No, right now, just bored and feeling lonely.. Not many people are still online this time of night :(
08. are you upset? A little, maybe I should go to bed, and get a good night's sleep and I'll feel happier in the morning. Goodnight, sleep tight, don't let the Beatles bite, esp Ringo!!!!xoxxox
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| Congrats!! :) |
[Nov. 4th, 2008|11:56 pm] |
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Congratulation Mr. Obama on becoming the next President and getting a new puppy for the kids!! :)
I wish you all the best and I know you will do the world a lot of good!
With love,
Amy L. Aston xoxoxoxoxxx
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| God damn I'm bored! |
[Oct. 28th, 2008|10:45 pm] |
I'm bored!! So thanks Matt for stealing a survey from a friend, now I'm stealing it from you.. and then Kevin Bacon will fill out it soon! :)
1. I've come to realize that my last kiss. . .
Was saddening, I had to say goodbye to my guy, but it was only for the night, and I'll see him tomorrow afternoon, yippee! :) xoxoxox
2. I am listening to. . .
The Exorist.. Freaky ass movie!
3. I talk nonsense. . .
everytime I open my mouth, in fact all the stupid shit I say is now classified as an "Amerism", we really should write these down in a book hon!
4. I love. . .
my fiance with most of my heart, cause I love other things too, but he's super kick ass, and I misses him! But I'll see him soon!
5. My best friend is . . .
Dallas of course, he's my best friend, my soulmate and my lover.. bow chicka wow wow! Jon is a close second, fo' shizzle!
6. My first real kiss . . .
was probably with Aaron at Edenwood.. aww Jr High love is awesome!!
7. My life. . .
"is getting better all the time.. getting so much better all the time.." come on, any time I can quote Beatles lyrics I will!
8. Relationships are. . .
a work in progress, but when you find a great one, don't let them go! I found my soulmate and I'll never trade him in for a younger model! lol
9. Love is . . .
the greatest gift you can give someone.. It comes in all forms, relationship love, family love, pet love, love of music, movies and all that. Remember: "All you need is love!"
10. Marriage is . . .
something that we're not going to rush into, but something I look forward to, with my hubby to be.. It's only a piece of paper anyway.
11. Somewhere, someone is thinking. . .
"of me and loving me tonight.. Somewhere out there, someone's saying a prayer" OMG great song American Tale is one of the best animated movies ever!
12. I'll always . . .
be shorter than everyone else in my family
13. I have a secret crush on. . .
I can't tell.... it's a secret! I have no secret crushes, only secret children lol
14. The last time I cried was because. . .
my Godfather Hook died, that was really sad, he was such a great man!
15. My cell phone. . .
is a piece of crap, and Rodney and I are stuck in a family plan for another 1.5 years I think.. shitty, when that is over, I'm gonna get a Virgin phone like Dallas
16. When I wake up in the morning. . .
I huggles my man, cause he's so darn cute! :)
17. Before I go to bed . . .
I cuddles my man, cause he's so darn cute! :)
18. Right now I am thinking about. . .
how much I miss my loving fiance, but know that I'll see him again really soon :)
19. Babies are . . .
cute, and poor Cuddy had to give hers back.. damn crackhead bitch who wanted her baby back.. but damn, "Huddy" (House and Cuddy) is finally happening! only took them 5 god damn years!
20. I get on myspace . . .
rarely, I'm always on Facebook now, its all about the FB, word!
21. Today I. . .
froze my ass off waiting for a bus to come back to Mississauga. At least I wasn't the only one
22. Tonight I will....
probably stay up all night chatting and watching horror movies with my mom.. Its how we bond.
23. Tomorrow I will be. . .
be going to the bank, the store, spend some more time with my mom, then off to see my baby again!
24. I really want to be . . .
happy in life, and I am, being young and in love is the greatest thing ever! :)
25. Someone that will most likely repost this is . . .
Matt, cause he sucks the gay out of Liberace's anus! lol well he already posted it... |
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| Wii Fit Progress Week 3, Ron Sexsmith Show |
[Oct. 24th, 2008|03:49 pm] |
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So I'm gonna do two mini posts in one note, because I am the shiznet!
First I'll start with my Wii Fit progress: I've been working out for nearly everyday for the three weeks that we've had it. I do roughly 40 mins of excerising per day. I started with a BMI of 38.67 and my weight was 191.8 Three weeks later: My BMI is now 38.09 and my weight is 188.9, which is a difference of 2.9 lbs, awesome stuff! We have been eating a lot better, and go for walks when we can, its just going to suck when it gets even colder soon. I think I'm doing quite good so far, and my mom tells me to keep it up each day.. okay mommy! :) I'm gonna listen to Candice and Dallas and start drinking more green tea too, and he bought some more when he went to the Dollar Store. Good! So onto the next mini post: The Ron Sexsmith concert last night was great! Evey said he was really drained, and we could tell as his voice was off a bit in the beginning, but I don't blame him, he's been touring a lot lately, and won't get some time off until early December. Poor guy!He was backed by his usual band, plus some others, as well as both a horn and a string section, very cool to see it all live! He played mostly songs from his latest CD, as well as some old favourites, which was great. He also had some really great stories... especially a cute one about when Evey was little, but I won't repeat that ;) And you should have checked out his jacket it was so cool! Very Liberace style, which only got funnier when he sat down at the piano. He is such a personable musican and he's a great songwriter. I was lucky enough to meet him at the Toronto Zoo a couple of years okay, and I was so happy, eh Kal? I wouldn't shut up for a whole week I think! lol I just wish more people would get into his music, rather than some of the crap that poses as music these days.... It really can be quite sad. Oh well, to each their own. Take care! and whoever is going to the Sex Show this weekend, have lots of fun!! :) This is probably the best picture we got of him and the band last night, oh well!
Ron's Jacket Is Love!! :) |
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